from now on i’ll be writing my blog at www.fourleafseason.blogspot.com

sorry for all inconvenience and thanks for your tolerance

i want too much things in my life. i get everything i wan too easily. and it has made me lost. what on earth am i seeking for? i wasn’t really understand about myself and what are my priorities. perhaps i need some time to figure it out.

A song i love very much

剪爱

并不是每个人都会有自己的天使,请原谅这个世界,没有天堂,恋人的誓言…传不到上帝的耳朵…天使不会在身边，因为她会飞，我不会..

我不要都斗牛，我只要你

一直以来，我开不了口。

终于，我选择开口。

难过，

是因为闷了很久，

是因为想了太多 ，

是心理起了作用 。

只是我怕眼泪撑不住。

不懂， 我真得不懂你的黑色幽默。

我想说，

给了你的心，就算时间多长，也收不回来吧？！

就像河水从来都不会逆流，我对你的爱也只能一直流下去。

而你知道难过的是什么吗?

我难过是因为放弃你，放弃爱，放弃的梦被打碎，忍住伤害。

不管努力了多少，到头来，我还是失去你。

从今天起我的心不会再跳，我的汗水不会有热情，吃饭也不会有味道，一直到我死的那一天，我都会后悔。

Angel，你听得到吗？

by:fourleaf 3.10a.m.

Run away

Have you ever listen to Stefanie Sun’s song named Run Away?

Run away from this empty nut shell

Through dreams & imaginations

Tiny rocks breaking apart

Rushing wind blowing

Shallow breathing

Tremendous

Sparkling

Wings

End

Fourleaf 1.oopm

STRESSFUL

STRESS

STRESSSS

STRESSSSSSSSSSS

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I’M STRESSFUL YET I CANT GET A WAY OUT FROM IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

………………………………………………

I CANT FOCUS STUDY LER……………. WHY???????

EXAM FEVER HUH????????

IIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

by: fourleaf = ( 8.26pm

….

Yesterday talked too much Jay Chow with Joyce in college then become “hin hin” liao and i LEFT my book on the table.

Thanks God today i manage to find it back, if not i gonna pay RM80 to buy the book again. hahaha.

Feel really grateful for the person who has helped me passed the book the lost and found department.

It’s really a miracle which  hearten me.

After that nothing so special today, like normal day. Come back already go makan makan talk talk and back home practise guitar. hahaha.

by: fourleafseason 6.58pm

原来

原来

我们都害怕寂寞

原来

我们更害怕分离

只是

曾经握过的双手

早已被人牵起守候

再承诺

也只是多余

你已经不属于我

我也不属于你

又何必拉扯

又何必注视

 

伏笔

 

 

事已过境迁

凝视窗前月

无语，直叫泪长流

痛彻心扉

by： 四叶季节

One Love

Steve: Angel Angel, where are you?

Steve: Angel Angel, where are you?

(knock, knock, knock*)

Angel: I’m here.

Steve: Where are you? I can’t see you!

Angel: I’m here.

Steve: But I can’t see you. Ok, never mind.

Angel: I’m here.

Steve: But i still can’t see you.

Angel: I’m here.

Steve: Ok.

I’m here. I’m here. I’m here. I’m here.

I can’t see you. I can’t see you. I still can’t see you.

 

There is something to see not with your eyes

but with your heart.

There is something to feel not with your sense

but with your heart.

There is something to say not with your mouth

but with your heart.

There is something call love not just only emotion

but last forever

in my heart for you

Angel

by: fourleafseason 11.22pm